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2006-07-31T03:50:00.000+08:00

life been tiring and busy. had my match on sat. won 11-2. yeah! i scored 1 lols. so happy. their team seriously fucked up. rough and lousy. half time was 6-2. heh. had some arguement after match. sua liao so nvm. hmm. after match went to cut botak lols. i am a man of my words. so no choice. i on matthew for that. and he really did cut botak too. so no choice. wahahas. anyway i also going ns. so its jus a matter of time. heh. gonna slp now. tml working.
To stranger, u really can keep ur balls at home la. dun bring out better. talk is useless. put time and date for u also humji to come. nvm lo. i look forward to ur time and date. 11/8/2006 7pm northpoint. i wait for u. entrance k. hope u got bring ur balls that dae.

wads over is over. tml will be a better day. :)

2006-07-24T07:51:00.000+08:00

its been 1 week since i update. ok. alot things happening. 1 is i broke up with samantha already. 24.07.06 sry samantha. its not jus those things i told u. there a more. i dun wish to sae and to hurt u even more. must take care of urself k. anyway, stranger, dun mind u fcuk off to other ppl blog and kpkb there. dun kpkb here can? thanks. to alloy, congrats huh. got new stead. heh. hope u 2 last long. ok i stop here first. going out now to meet the feng man. lols.

2006-07-15T03:54:00.000+08:00

ok been ages since i update. lols. busy busy. been working and hanging out. 14.07.06. heh, meet my dearest laopo at northpoint. talked bout her father thing. hmm, laopo, i dun mind ur father calling me. so nxt time if he wants my number jus give him. dun worry. lols. we slacked a while at np, and then laopo needs to meet her dad. went off. walking halfway, laopo gave me a purple box. waahah. felt so touched. lols. box made and wrapped by laopo. the one and only in singapore. hehe. inside filled with stars, a fluid lighter and a luck charm voodoo plus an important letter from laopo. really really touched. i din manage to give laopo wad i wanted to. sry laopo. forgive me huh. lols. hmm, after tat, went played cs. got owned by one fcuked up player. lols. at night went back home. walked past mac and some 'brothers' screened by police. good luck to them.. hmm they deserved this shit? lols. i think they do. mwahahaha. past few daes, they went this clinic to get some 'ahem' the nurse dun want to give. lols. today when they got caught, realised that the clinic was supposed to open today but did not. lols. think the nurse called police. anyway to all the people who wants to slack around at yishun 200+ pls be careful and take care of urself. nowadays a lot of police patroling. too pop. lols. tml gonna have a match at 11am. so early. damn i am so tired. i need $$.. ppl who owe me shld know wad to do. :p gotta go slp now. good nite ppl.

laopo i miss u. hope to meet u asap. muacks. <3

2006-07-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

hmm.. first of all, thx john alot for putting up the song. heh. million thx to u. lols. anyway, today went funland played cs 8 on 8. lols. tio tok. lose like siao. guess we need to buck up. no teamwork. don made a big joke on the way back. lols. dun want sae here la. later kena by him. hahahas. meet alloy, he gave me apple wine. hmm gonna try it out. drank 1 sip. not bad. lols. had the whole bottle home in the end. oh ya. one more thing, i called weenah 'jiejie' lols!! tonite gonna stay up to watch match. hope draw 1-1. $$..

i love my laopo!
Muacks.

2006-07-06T05:29:00.000+08:00

ok back to blogging. lots of things happening lols. FIRST OF ALL! I love you laopo. wahahahas. hmm, went for ns checkup on tuesdae. woke up late. supposed to reach there at 8, in the end woke up at 10.30, haha. called that officer and she said must come down before 12.30. fucked up lols. tot can continue slping. went there do some registration. then take urine test, take blood test. lols blood test fucked up leh. that guy touched my veins. "wah ur veins too soft" lol wtf man. i replied him: 'then how?' haha. he din sae much then jus poke the fucking needle into my veins. ouch! after taking out the needle, he tried to be funny by asking me: 'are u wolfverine?' i gave him the 'huh' look. he sae he cant find the wound lols. then went on to eye, dental, x-ray, ear. then to the most exciting part. station 6. lols. went in. have to take out everything except shorts. sat in the air-condition room so fucking cold. then ahem. *censored* after that went to do IQ test. LOLS >.< anyhw do. got maths also. fucking shit nv give calculator. heng got handphone. wahaha. whole thing took bout 4 hrs. DAMN I GOT PES A.. FIT FOR EVERYTHING!! jia lats. after checkup went dover find alloysius. went back yishun, slack at funland. sians. then go home.

05.07
nth much la. went to work. lols. my chef bike got stolen, passport inside. good luck to him. heh jus finish watching soccer with alloysius. France made it thru. yea! gotta slp now. tml working at 11. cyaz.

I Love Laopo =)
Muacks Laopo.

2006-07-02T03:39:00.000+08:00

Delta Goodrem-Lost Without You

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm
lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

2006-07-02T03:28:00.000+08:00

ok. i am fking sick now. lost on england. wasted. fifth time england lost on penalty. today din work. too sick to get out of the bed. hais. samantha talking to me. will she make me cry or make me smile?? argh. fucked up.

2006-06-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

fucked up man. so many things happening. damn it i am sick. having fever. 39.3.. feeling very fucked up now. hais. R.I.P kelvin. we will always remember u. gonna slp now. very xin ku.

teary day

2006-06-26T05:15:00.000+08:00

hais. wad can i sae. cant really get to slp rite now. fucked up la. went town today. tot was a happy dae. went shopping with my bros. recieved a msg from laopo. hais. fuck man. really got no mood after reading that msg. i got stunned. took cab back yishun. the journey from orchard to yishun was not a nice one. i cried from orchard to yishunn. hais. is it worth or not?? yes its over. went to slack with don. hais. sat down. was actually feeling better. don talked bout laopo. hais. made my tears drop again. why i getting so weak nowadaes. i seldom cry. but recently for the past 2 daes. tears keep dropping. argh. fuck la. dun wannt sae anymore. i cant get to slp. bye. gonna watch tv.

2006-06-25T03:53:00.000+08:00

hais. today actually was a fine dae. everything was going alrite. after work went down to meet bros. went to slack after that. got screened by ssb lols. thanks arh ron. watch ur mouth nxt time. wahaha. jkjk. hmm after that went to funland cs. whoa. finally can see my laopo liao. laopo get gold seh.. wahaha. proud of u. after that send her home. thats when things started to turn the wrong way. hmm talked on phone with laopo. many issuses. hais. talked halfway. hang up alrdy. went to relax myself. ended up shedding tears. thx don alloy accompanying me. waited for ron after tat. sat down a while. laopo called again. and started talking again discussing wad shld we do. hais. i really think we should not. but its really ur decision and whether u truely wants to be wif me or not. talked till her father wants to use the phone. went to sit at some other places. thinking of wad laopo de father said. hais. tears flowed again. damn it. i am starting to get soft hearted nowadaes. i used to act tough. but now i cant. why? fuck it. arghhh. these whole thing started by SOMEONE who used my name.. dun let me find out who is the person. fucker. damn pissed and sad now. gonna go slp and erase everything. nites everyone. anyway gotta thx olivia for passing msges from laopo.

Laopo dun leave me.
i <3 u 4eva.

2006-06-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

wahaha. germany won!! happy.. anyway. today worked from 11-2 lols. got something to settle in yishun. so punched out and went to yishun meet bros. went man-scouting. cant find. then du lan liaos.. heh, but in the end still manage to get that bastard. damn xialan kia. anyway don, nxt time dun give him chance. hmm nth much happen after tat. went safra slack, then go back funland play cs. then met alloy. watched soccer at my hse. heh. gonna take england later.

anyway, laopo is back! she called me when she reached home. so touched. laopo i miss u so much sia.. hear ur voice le today i think i will be lucky huh. lols. hmm, she told me her hotel got ghost lols.! wah after hearing the story, very scary.. ee omg. nxt time better dun go hotel stay alrdy. lols. gonna stop here liaos. going to play my ps2.. wahaha. good nite all. take cares.

LAOPO I MISS U!!
Muacks.

2006-06-20T05:01:00.000+08:00

Fking pissed now man.. kelong games tonite. 90min penalty. sians.. arhhh lose money. dun want talk liao. gonna slp now.

2006-06-18T14:19:00.000+08:00

todays fathers' dae. haha. at my uncle hse now updating. hmm. gonna have dinner here. anyway laopo gonna be away till tuesdae. i really miss her! yst talked on phone. shes' addicted to zhiwei i guess. lols.. =x

2006-06-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

14.o6.o6
i love my laopo.

ok haven been updating these few daes coz very tired. watched wc2006 everydae till 5 am, then early morning go work till night. lols. anyway laopo ask me to update one. yst won the bet on sweden lols. late scoring yst. hmm laopo later coming over for dinner. heh. after tat i think we will watch movie. ok stop here a while. gonna go out alrdy. take care all.

Loves Laopo 4eva

2006-06-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

anyway, its over. at least we are still frens. sians. nowadays lack of slp. stupid world cup. tml still haf to wake up early. yawns. btw, today was a busy dae. early morning songka, then slack at funland then went to work. worked for 3 hrs, din get to smoke 1 stick lols.. went back home after work. wantted to buy bomb, but SOLD OUT!! fking cb guy bought 2 bomb 5 mins before i went there. bo bian lo. went home waiting for bomb to drop tml.

heh i think its time to change my attitude too. lols but i duno hw. give me some comments ppl. jus tel me the truth. haha. i am bored.

mexicans leading 1-0 right now. hoping for a 1-1 draw. lols. $$$ good luck all.

i still love you.

2006-06-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

heh, changed a new skin thx to her. anyway, i am disappointed in her. fucked up now. threatened me? heh, no use. jus go do wadeva u want to do. anyway slept at 6 yst, jus woke up. saw like 20+ miss call ? read the msges. getting more fucked up. told u yst night nt to come over coz i will be sleeping. in the end u came and keep calling me. wad shit is this? and then when i din ans the phone din reply u, u thought i dun want meet u. i am tired k. u want an ans right? fine i give u one now. YES! i still hearts samantha. CAN? dun even know why u so sensitive. i tagged her blog, u dun like. i play game with my fren and u think entertaining my fren is more impt than u. i fucked up of all these la. u want play gum then go ahead la. i wun be the good guy to stop u. i hate ppl who use all these shits to threaten me and still can tell me u not threatening me. anyway after i saw the testi and the msges this morning, i can tell u smth, its over. u dun haf to apologise even tho its ur fault. i not gonna be soft hearted. u said dun ever compare my ex with u rite. now i tell u, samantha is much more better than u. thats all i got to tell u.

ok stop talking bout girls. heh, world cup yst! weeet. i won a few bucks la. took germany give 1 3/4. damn lucky. scored at the last few mins. Ecuador won yst against poland. lol damn shocked. black horse won.. haha..tonite gonna put on england!!! anyway the referee for sweden match comes from singapore lols. dangerous match to play. hmm gonna go haf my lunch. having match later. take care all.

[A]lways [S]tanding [T]all

2006-06-05T02:55:00.000+08:00

Been working these few daes. quite tiring. went bbq yst. quite fun tho. laughed from pasir ris to yishun. lols. hmm, bbq tml at east coast! wahaha. cant wait for it. cya guys. gotta slp.

test

2006-06-05T02:03:00.000+08:00

testin post 1 2 3

2006-05-31T00:22:00.000+08:00

Ok, i will update this shit nxt week. been busy with many stuffs this week. heh, take care everyone and thanks for all the advice.

2006-05-25T09:28:00.000+08:00

I need a break. MIA

2006-05-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

ok i am fucked up now. dun ask me why k. i jus want to talk to that fucker. if YOU are reading this blog, good. i hope u rmb wad i told u.. but u still din really get the whole thing i told u rite. fine. since u like to interfere so much, jus do wad u want k. i dun really give a fuck rite now. since u want to care bout her and tell her so much things, go meet her up and tell her wadeva u want to tell her. u treat me as if i dun exist. seriously, if u got anything to tell me jus meet me and talk to me. i dun want her to tell me wadeva u are telling her. i dun wish to hear from her. u older than me, u got more experience than me, everything u got more than me.. i think u wun be that humji not to come out.. 91549433 my number. call me and meet at a place and tell me wadeva shits u want to tell me instead of talking behind my back.. i seriously getting pissed and fucked up with u rite now.

2006-05-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

The beginning of love is
to let those we love be perfectly themselves,
and not to twist them with our own image, otherwise,
we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

wad a weekend..
found myself a job.
back to the old cafe.
go sunplaza.
slack around.
went town.
go pub drink.
slack till morning.
play ps2.
slp awhile.
go songka.
went safra play cs.
go slack again.
went funland play cs again.
go slack again.
went home.
chat online.
update this shit.
off i go... bye! time to slp.

Thinking of U? lols.

I Love You Laopo! <3
Muacks

2006-05-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

It's true that we don't know what we've got
until we lose it,
but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing
until it arrives.

heh quite meaningful huh.. Anyway, so confused.

I Love You Laopo! <3
Muacks

2006-05-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

Everything should be fine now.

I Love You Laopo! <3
Muacks

2006-05-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

hais.. i really dunno wad u are thinking. u making me worried till now.. dammit. life is so fcuked up. laopo pls dun get influenced by others k. Sry laopo, i really dun want others to spoil our relationship. hais thats all liao.. nth much to sae alrdy. Anyway to ppl out there who is trying to psycho or jio my laopo, Pls Stop pestering her.

I Love You Laopo! <3
Muacks

2006-05-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

Went cwp with ron to meet our laopos. laopo told me haf to go work, sian diao. so nvm. walked around, nth much. had some dispute with ppl. sua liao so nvm. laopo told me went go meet her fren le. Sad, have to be alone le. after a while, laopo told me plan cancelled. instead of going work, shes going home. wanted to meet her but she alrdy board the bus. i was like wtf. in the end tio ps. she went home herself. heh nvm lo, laopo i dun blame u. Some things i really dun understand, why ppl play with drugs to forget probs?? izzit worth? Surely there is a way to solve things. hais.. too bad cant stop these ppl. jus haf to hope they will be alright. too much things happening today, dun wanna think too much. heh.. take care all.

I Love You Laopo! <3
Muacks

2006-05-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

heh, today went to cwp to meet laopo =) waited for laopo for bout 1 hr plus with ron. lols. hmm slack around then went off with laopo to tanjong pagar. In the end, plan changed, went back to yishun. Plan change AGAIN!! haha. laopo alight at novena coz her dad fetching her home. Went back alone to yishun to meet don and dix. Slack around till 10 plus then went hme wait for laopo to online. haha. throat still quite pain, sry laopo cant talk much to u jus now. hmm thats all.

I Love You Laopo! <3
Muacks

2006-05-15T02:05:00.000+08:00

erm =/ my first time blogging thx to laopo for helping to create this blog. lols. Anyway 14.05.06, a new beginning for me and laopo. well i am so sick rite now, having cough, sore throat and flu. cant even talk properly rite now. hmm jus hope i will be better tml and can be able to wake up to fetch my laopo! haha. I'm tired, need to get some rest now. bye.

I Love You Laopo! <3
Muacks

2006-05-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

iLOVEu =]